So it's been a while since I've written anything. Life is moving. 2013 has had its fair share of difficulties but has been good to me thus far. I am grateful.
Newly engaged. New home owners. Continued lessons been learnt. And with all of this I have seen my family's love for me shine brighter than ever before. They have been absolutely amazing, in guiding me, supporting me and simply being proud of me.
Fear hasn't left me yet. My future is daunting. My friendships have changed. I'm still trying to figure out what my dreams really are and I am terrified that life is running way ahead and taking with it any chance of those dreams becoming reality. I am trying to learn not to freeze. I am trying to learn not to be so disappointed in myself.
These things I want to do, I wish I would just suck it up and do them.
There is a lesson I learn very often and especially this year, everything happens in Gods time.
This is still my path. It is a better one everyday. It is the best one for me. Eventually my story will be the one I want.
Three things will last forever—faith, hope, and love—and the greatest of these is love. And peace... in my world, in my being. These will always guide me, in all my randomness
